sick kids...

I think my kids have been sick for a month straight from one to the other and i am sick of it!! It sounds terrible, but i get tired and my patience, well it's not so good! My poor kids are feeling awful and can only cry and melt down because they don't know what else to do & i'm losing my compassion by the minute. Is it just me?

All the while i will see a baby on tv or at the store and think how fun it would be to have another. Then i think, i only have 2 sick kids how on earth could i handle yet another sick kid, more crying and sleepless nights. The funny thing is when this is all done just like my labor i will forget just how painful a sick kid can be. Hmmm.....may be i will have another!??????

why am i blogging???

As if i am not busy enough with life's joy's and challenges why would i get a blog? i have thought about it many a nights after reading other friends blogs & have finally decided that i would love to somewhat journal my life as i know it. time is passing quickly and memories are more distant. so i know no one may ever read this & that's ok. this is for me so i can remember the things that made me laugh, frustrated & excited in such a time as this.